Sometimes I need help.
When I get to the point where I'm throwing up my hands in exasperated irritation, that's such a time.
One of the many areas that I struggle in as a homeschooler is with curriculum...specifically to use it, or not and how much of it, if any and which one as opposed to the other, if I am. Ideally I'd like our everyday experiences and such to be enough to count as "learning". It's definitely street smart learning, to be sure. But, it's not enough. It never is. *sigh*
Then there's the money factor - textbooks and workbooks and teaching aids and teacher's copies and so on, and on, and on, are expensive - FUCKING EXPENSIVE! No joke! Even the used stuff.
Today, I am so grateful for
- school districts that post their scope & sequence with time frames and sourcing materials on-line
- being able to secure used (like beat the hell up, battered and bruised) textbooks, workbooks and teacher's copies to review the 3rd grade and complete the 4th grade topics prior to starting the 5th grade in the fall.
- the ability to surrender my need to control and be perfect and try to make what I have work, even when it's not working (square peg in round hole...or doing the same thing over and over and over....) and to ask for help.
- ...receiving help!